winter notes 

ellie epp

9.

 

 

she held the book toward the window and read aloud

 

she said eternity & i said yes.           i could describe it firmly

 

 

at the table feeling that with that knowledge i would like to be alone           seeing the jokes obscure and break the thought

 

 

lying here body lighted and pulling

 

 

it, she, the pretty girl, humorous, wanted me, perhaps wanted me to, what?

 

 

'i used to know a lot'             she seemed to be crying behind the stair rail

 

 

at night hearing the rain pouring over the house

 

 

'i could do it because i could feel their vision of it'

          the suspension in my chest a slate of perception           racked waiting to know whether she d come through

 

 

the two days      a grey light      released      sea light

 

 

she walked into the river with stones in her pocket

 

 

it was when you were telling what you d heard in the poem

 

 

climbing up into the company of your perception

 

 

i took that image as a center