origin 2 notes in origin index ellie epp


camped on an old site

 

 

 

when I came to this place I stood in grass, watched it come

toward me in waves, and thought about description

 

that was because as i came up the gully where the driveway

had been, past the carragana hedge, i felt she's

here the child and then: i'm her

 

the pump is here and still works, all of it is surrounded

by grass

 

there were some clouds of gnats at the edge of the bushy. when

i went to look at them they came around my head as if curiously

 

i'm cross-legged at a plank, the sun is hot. this is

thursday. there are big fluffs of cumulous, above them

streaks of haze

 

sun coming and going is like a breeze

 

in the high sky vapour trails crossing each other

 

birds are coming closer to the tent, this morning there was

one flutflut at the door

 

the bush where the house was, on my right, is rattling suddenly

 

it's thundering. the tractor stopped. it rained

 

the thunder breaks and it travels, moves fast. it can

be in two locations at once, it's a dark sound. every thunder

is different, the last seemed to have a spine in it like a quill

 

the storm weather is a broad stripe down the centre of the

sky. it's light to north and south of it

 

there's an aluminum light out there and the rain is

almost one sound

 

a light on the tent, faint, and a puffy wind that comes in

and blows out the sides. it's moving all the time

around its pole, it's lively

 

there's been a hawk squealing in the bluff north of here.

and an owl that comes and goes where the corral used to

be (are you interested in these things?)

 

echoes from the bush

 

one duck goes over. its wings shear a crossing fifty

feet up

 

the light that's come on to the south -- hikens' place,

four, five, miles away. a road on the ridge we could see

headlights creeping along

 

two stars among clouds

 

no fire tonight. i'm drinking the rest of the chateau

pierredon. there's an ant dry in the tent with me.

its house is not far away

 

 

back in sexsmith. she heated the pie before she put the

ice cream on. the laughter in this place is nice, it's

coffee time and people are being friendly. they laugh like

those poplars clapping ih - ih - ih - ih old man

kokofsky he puts a cup of coffee per pot, you drink that

you see china