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lentils. there may be no money next week either
the garden & oh the russian winter garden
the table, the red withes, dark red,
the thin shadow of the water poplars standing right across to the wall
the order
& being of the garden now that it has grove table
bench & winter light
the water
is clear black from leaves fallen in
more
the garden
itself what it wasn't before
it is an estate & time
thin light & shade height of the trees
few stiff large leaves swinging
the ground scatter black & yellow that makes the woods, the creek
my japanese
not about but from
i have been with you as if you were a room
3 weeks. the light steady
wave
on the stone
i miss you
(i'm here)
are you really
(gather it)
but i will
(yes you must)
it's very dark
sunday
the rain from one shingle to the next
when i am in the considering a thing to describe is when i'm mediumistic
- what
does it mean that attention looks at one thing to get a message about another
- mediumistic
in that tiny way -
esp when the message may be one i cd have had direct, it is ordinary enough
-
is it a developed doubling
more than in earlier days of having an 'outer' life
-
in which the fine
shade came as an angling of a word
-
what do i want
- i don't want
it to be a marginal life -
i don't want to be a stupid spirit
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